pandapuffz

So after a long pause in everything here.  I'm back, and ready to work my butt off for art.  Going to go back to school - go for my MFA if I can.

In the mean time I'm modeling and getting into sketch clubs for free, and doing some art work clean up jobs for one of my artists.   

I will be adding some sketches and art I've been doing and maybe even some ideas I want to go through with.



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Ideas:
  The human body - twisted stretching moving black and white, ink or charcoal or acrylic on canvas.  Pins with colored heads pressed through the body holding them in their position and bleeding the color of the pin.   This is a mix of some thing I did for a second semester project and too much sketch club.

Soon I'm going to do a sketch art dump.  Should i do it in my scraps or gallery?

Everyone has the right to feel beautiful no matter their shape.

Even if you are unhealthy, you disereve to feel beautiful.

I am so tired of feeling "too skinny" now.  

If they were a lover of women... What?! they wouldn't want me to be the way I am?   

Cause I am a woman and I am the shape and size that I am.

I have a genetic disposition to not have huge curves and I am generally a small girl.  

Either love me or GTFO ok?!


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This was sopose to be a longer more exposive entry.  but irritation has gotten the best of me.  i will try again later.

I won't be a new person - but I will be doing something new.

I will be looking for work - in the art field.

I will leave home with hope and come home with just that.

I will succeed.  Some how.






I will continue to draw and paint on my own accord,
I may do more with the inspiration of others.

I may not be putting much up on here, but know.  

I am inspired

to live the life

that I wanted.




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To all those who believe in me.   

Thank you so much.

So very tired of logging on and seeing that same picture.  I like it, but my art has been stagnant.  I must upload and I must work harder.  Nothing is stopping me other than myself.  fuck that.


Get your head outta your bum and do stuff Jamie!